SoMuchCloser

ok, so. one of my horoscopes for today says “You are likely to make several new acquaintances who will be usefull contacts in the future, when you want to have a wild time. However, you should be wary of an unscrupulous person whom you may find irresistible. Blind impulse could get you into trouble.” haha, [...]

i am waiting at my dad’s for a lyco friend to pick me up to go to a celtics game. how strange, and wonderful! she is visiting her brother, who lives not too far from me, and she is the reason i am going to my first real basketball game. she couldn’t believe i’d never [...]

i like today so far; i spent the morning making a personalized gift to send to kirsten for her birthday, and it really made me think about how much i’ve loved the last 4-5 years. i was so lucky to have the perfect college experience that left me with amazing friends/connections/memories.
then i spent way too much money on music, and then a good amount of money on new fall/winter clothes. since i threw all of my old ones out in hopes of moving to the west coast, i was in dire (dyer? dyre??) need of some. i feel great about it, i got some really cute girly sweaters and an amazing pair of heels that i definitely don’t need. but i’m treating myself a little. i feel good about my steady income and how much i’m saving, and i feel even better about my body and even my hair, which is finally growing! so there. go me.
so now, i shall sing a little bit and attempt to find something to do in honor of chrissy columbus. then i shall sleep late and go the topsfield fair tomorrow. goodness, i could get used to long weekends.

xxo

This has been such an awful week. I got moved to a new room, which is hard enough, and I really miss my old guys. One of my new ones almost died this week…it was the scariest thing I have ever witnessed. I was terrified and can’t get it out of my head. But he’s fine now. It’s just been a hard week. I’m totally ready to go out, but this place sucks, and so do most of its residents. It’s a long weekend, and I want to enjoy it..even if I couldn’t go to Homecoming.

soo it’s rainy and horrid outside, and i plan on doing a lot of pj-ing, shopping, relaxing. it’s one of those days.

yesterday, i felt happy. i went with my brother after work to hang out with some of his friends, and i really enjoyed myself. we went to casa molina and i witnessed a burrito eating contest, which was insane. i missed being the only girl in a group of guys, for reasons that are different that what you’d expect. i just enjoy their humor, how they’re so easy going, their comraderie. i’ve missed that since pennsylvania.

i’m feeling optimistic again. i’m looking at jobs that can take me away from here, and talking to family and friends that i can stay with all across the country. something has to work out, and i know it will. it just may not be as perfect right away as i planned. but i’m going to get out, and i’m going to do something that i [almost always] enjoy.

tomorrow is the homen wedding, and i haven’t a thing to wear! hope it’s not raining though, that would suck for them and us. should be a good time!

xxo